my love or my friend?

the day just like as usual
you come
you go
i come
i go

but, something happens in my heart
when i look at you
i know i have my heart to you
but my friend also love you
what should ido?
what should i do?

God, is this your way for me?
I Love him
i love him
bot my friend does too
God…is he for me
or for her?

Is that wrong if i miss him
but he never miss me
is that wrong if i love him?
but he… never care to me
is he love me?
but i think he love my friend

god….

at the first
i wanna fight to my self
that i never love him
i wll never miss him

and then, i feel nothing

i know, i lie to myself

God.. i accept..
accept to suffer…
i cryinf because of him
because he never see at me
wish he were know my feeling

but i accept
accept to suffer…

maybe just the way to make me stronger again, and again..
i accept to love him
whom my friend love too

my friend, my God
i am sorry to love him